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Memoria (50 sentences about Joshua Rosfield)
Character: Joshua Rosfield
Fandom: Final Fantasy XVI
Theme set: Delta
Rating: G
Warnings: Mention of incestuous feelings
Blend
Ever since he was a child, Joshua's favorite drink has been milk tea; a choice mature enough that his mother wouldn't disapprove, and sweet enough for a child's palate.
Stain
Blood stains were a common thing for Joshua and his acquaintances at this point, and yet, whenever new ones appeared after his coughing fits, Clive would rush to his side to comfort him.
Island
Joshua stayed behind when Clive and Torgal went to the small island near Port Isolde, gazing at the horizon and fixing his eyes on what remained of his beloved homeland.
Apple
An apple a day keeps the doctor away, or so Joshua has been told for years, but despite his best efforts, that was never the case for him.
Paper
If Joshua needed to tell his brother something, he could approach him and say it, but he knew his time was borrowed, and he didn't want to worry Clive any more, so he went to get a roll of paper to write down a couple of his thoughts, for Clive to read at the end of it all.
Relax
Despite everything, the view from the hideaway was reassuring; the lake around them remained impassive and the only sound to be heard was that of the people on the main deck, going about their daily activities.
Leaves
While Joshua's favorite season was summer, autumn was not far behind—the scenery was absolutely beautiful, but the most important thing was the leaves crunching under his feet every time he went for a walk around the castle with Clive.
Proof
The existence of a second eikon of fire went against everything he had learned, and yet, his brother was living proof of it.
Ugly
The wound on his chest was horrible, getting bigger and more grotesque every day, but still, every time Clive looked at it, with an expression of confidence mixed with concern, he promised they would fix it.
Book
Joshua kept a notebook where he wrote down everything he learned about dominants, eikons, and gods; he reviewed it periodically not only to theorize about Ultima's plan, but also to better understand his and Clive's role in it.
Brood
He was the one who gave Clive the idea, so he had no right to be brooding like this, but after seeing them leave together and not return even hours later, he couldn't help but feel discouraged.
Mesh
When the Phoenix and Ifrit joined to give way to Ifrit Risen, Joshua felt as if his own soul became entangled with Clive's, in ways he never thought possible.
Soft
The way Clive held his face in his hands made him cry even more; after all these years, finally together again.
Shelf
The place where he felt most comfortable was among the shelves, with countless information, with endless stories, all within his reach.
Alone
Because of his illness, Joshua spent most of his childhood in his room, bedridden, being cared for by different maids and doctors—he was never truly alone, but often felt lonely.
Fall
Every time Joshua stumbled, somehow, no matter what, Clive was there to catch him.
Knot
Joshua attended quite a few weddings in Rosalith, and after so many years, he never expected to see another one, especially under his circumstances; the life in the hideaway proved him wrong, but he enjoyed it nonetheless.
Crowd
Despite his upbringing, Joshua was not a man who loved multitudes; he preferred to be alone, enjoying the silence and peace.
Denial
Joshua denied his feelings for a long time, then decided to bury them when enough years had passed, but as soon as he met Clive again and was greeted with such a warm embrace, what could he do but accept them into his heart once more?
Train
Joshua was not allowed to train as much as he would have liked, following in his brother's footsteps, but he was always entertained by watching Clive fight with other shields.
Fur
The last time Joshua saw Torgal, due to the circumstances, he couldn't show him much affection, but when they met again at the hideaway, he made sure to pet him a lot and bury his face in his soft fur once or twice.
Chrome
When they arrived at the tomb, Joshua's eyes fell upon the helmet lying on the gravestone; despite the years, it looked just as he remembered it, bright, elegant, and magnificent.
Heart
His treacherous heart always sought for ulterior motives, even in the purest interactions, but Clive's affection was strong and clear, never leaving room for other interpretations.
Intention
Joshua's intentions were good: he didn't want to put Clive in danger, considering how close Ultima would be to him if Joshua stayed by his side, but seeing how content he was to finally be reunited, Joshua couldn't walk away a second time.
Push
Despite Ultima's efforts to isolate Clive from him, Joshua pushed through altered memories, illusions and nightmares, until he reached his brother.
Look
Every time Clive went out on a mission, Joshua waited on the railing, looking out at the lake, for the boat that would bring his brother back.
Weight
Joshua had always been lightweight, and he never thought much of it since it meant Clive could carry him; now, as an adult, he was surprised to find that this was still true, when Clive lifted him off the ground with impressive ease and a smile on his face.
Spider
Joshua always saw a resemblance between the Undying and spiders: silent and deadly, most operating alone despite the creed that bound them, and constantly working on the extensive web of connections through Storm.
Robe
Joshua was surprised to learn that to perform the ceremony at Phoenix Gate, he would need to wear a special attire, although not that different from his usual clothes: a long, red robe with golden motifs resembling the divine bird.
Umbrella
Once it started to rain, Clive ran towards Joshua, took off his cloak and threw it over him, covering him as much as possible; Joshua tried to share the cloak, but Clive refused, and in the struggle, they both got wet.
Surface
When Joshua was little, he couldn't reach the surface of the kitchen table to steal a couple of sweets before dinner; luckily, Clive was always there to help him.
Idea
After all these years, Clive’s continued determination to be his shield made Joshua equally happy and proud, but his brother’s vehement rejection of the idea that he deserved the same protection was driving him crazy.
Diamond
His mother loved diamonds, and always kept them out of Joshua's reach; when he finally got his hands on one, he had no interest in them anymore, so he sold it to the first merchant he found, to finance his continued travels with Jote.
Blind
During the early years it was hard to understand how uninterested in their lives the undying were, to the point of giving them up for the cause if he required it, but the more years passed, the easier it was to turn a blind eye, because if something had taught him all this time, is that they would not change their ways.
Flow
Joshua remembers being mesmerized by the movement of the water in the stream, so much so that he forgot where he was standing and ended up falling into the very water he was admiring; the next thing he remembers is Clive's worried expression, who ran to help him.
Movement
Every time he passed near the workshop, Joshua could hear all the activity going on down there; Mid was always working on a new project.
More
Joshua had made peace with this outcome, but even now he wished he had had more time.
Honey
Joshua loved to spread honey on his desserts, despite what his mother said.
Weather
Although it was an illusion, the weather in Mysidia reminded Joshua of his childhood days in Rosalith.
Blue
Red was the color of his homeland, but blue was the color that reminded him of home the most, especially whenever he looked into his brother's eyes.
Double
Joshua always loved having a matching ear cuff with Clive, even when he chose not to wear it to protect it; he was overjoyed when they completed his late father's gift, another reminder of their unbreakable bond.
Braid
Joshua's hair was barely long enough for a braid, but the children in the hideaway insisted; as soon as Clive saw them and laughed, he was forced to join in too.
Thread
Forbidden to exercise much as a child and spending most of his time with his mother or her maids, Joshua learned to sew, although only the basics; this came in handy when years later he traveled around the continent with his assistant and had to mend his clothes from time to time.
Angles
No matter how many times Joshua watched Clive fight, he was always speechless; whether it was against beasts or people, it was a delight to watch him, for his brother had years of experience and moved gracefully across the battlefield.
Daydream
Joshua used to dream of a world where he was healthy, where he was neither an heir nor the Phoenix, and where he could spend as much time as he wanted with Clive; and he did so as long as his tutor allowed him, before bringing him back to reality.
Nightmare
What happened at Phoenix Gate haunted him for years; not only the death of his father, but also his mother's betrayal and the disappearance of Clive, which he would only learn about years later.
Honor
Joshua was highly respected by the Undying, for he was their leader and reason to be; what he did not expect was that this treatment would continue in the hideaway, for he was Cid's younger brother.
Palm
Clive's hand felt pleasantly cool against his feverish forehead.
Screen
Joshua asked to be present during the screening process for candidates to participate in the ducal tournament; he always enjoyed watching the shields battle, but above all, he wanted to see and cheer on Clive, even if silently.
Warmth
Thanks to the Phoenix within him, Joshua had always had a comfortable body temperature; this was the first time he felt cold like this, as he transferred the power of the Phoenix to Clive, in the somber place that Origin was.
Fandom: Final Fantasy XVI
Theme set: Delta
Rating: G
Warnings: Mention of incestuous feelings
Blend
Ever since he was a child, Joshua's favorite drink has been milk tea; a choice mature enough that his mother wouldn't disapprove, and sweet enough for a child's palate.
Stain
Blood stains were a common thing for Joshua and his acquaintances at this point, and yet, whenever new ones appeared after his coughing fits, Clive would rush to his side to comfort him.
Island
Joshua stayed behind when Clive and Torgal went to the small island near Port Isolde, gazing at the horizon and fixing his eyes on what remained of his beloved homeland.
Apple
An apple a day keeps the doctor away, or so Joshua has been told for years, but despite his best efforts, that was never the case for him.
Paper
If Joshua needed to tell his brother something, he could approach him and say it, but he knew his time was borrowed, and he didn't want to worry Clive any more, so he went to get a roll of paper to write down a couple of his thoughts, for Clive to read at the end of it all.
Relax
Despite everything, the view from the hideaway was reassuring; the lake around them remained impassive and the only sound to be heard was that of the people on the main deck, going about their daily activities.
Leaves
While Joshua's favorite season was summer, autumn was not far behind—the scenery was absolutely beautiful, but the most important thing was the leaves crunching under his feet every time he went for a walk around the castle with Clive.
Proof
The existence of a second eikon of fire went against everything he had learned, and yet, his brother was living proof of it.
Ugly
The wound on his chest was horrible, getting bigger and more grotesque every day, but still, every time Clive looked at it, with an expression of confidence mixed with concern, he promised they would fix it.
Book
Joshua kept a notebook where he wrote down everything he learned about dominants, eikons, and gods; he reviewed it periodically not only to theorize about Ultima's plan, but also to better understand his and Clive's role in it.
Brood
He was the one who gave Clive the idea, so he had no right to be brooding like this, but after seeing them leave together and not return even hours later, he couldn't help but feel discouraged.
Mesh
When the Phoenix and Ifrit joined to give way to Ifrit Risen, Joshua felt as if his own soul became entangled with Clive's, in ways he never thought possible.
Soft
The way Clive held his face in his hands made him cry even more; after all these years, finally together again.
Shelf
The place where he felt most comfortable was among the shelves, with countless information, with endless stories, all within his reach.
Alone
Because of his illness, Joshua spent most of his childhood in his room, bedridden, being cared for by different maids and doctors—he was never truly alone, but often felt lonely.
Fall
Every time Joshua stumbled, somehow, no matter what, Clive was there to catch him.
Knot
Joshua attended quite a few weddings in Rosalith, and after so many years, he never expected to see another one, especially under his circumstances; the life in the hideaway proved him wrong, but he enjoyed it nonetheless.
Crowd
Despite his upbringing, Joshua was not a man who loved multitudes; he preferred to be alone, enjoying the silence and peace.
Denial
Joshua denied his feelings for a long time, then decided to bury them when enough years had passed, but as soon as he met Clive again and was greeted with such a warm embrace, what could he do but accept them into his heart once more?
Train
Joshua was not allowed to train as much as he would have liked, following in his brother's footsteps, but he was always entertained by watching Clive fight with other shields.
Fur
The last time Joshua saw Torgal, due to the circumstances, he couldn't show him much affection, but when they met again at the hideaway, he made sure to pet him a lot and bury his face in his soft fur once or twice.
Chrome
When they arrived at the tomb, Joshua's eyes fell upon the helmet lying on the gravestone; despite the years, it looked just as he remembered it, bright, elegant, and magnificent.
Heart
His treacherous heart always sought for ulterior motives, even in the purest interactions, but Clive's affection was strong and clear, never leaving room for other interpretations.
Intention
Joshua's intentions were good: he didn't want to put Clive in danger, considering how close Ultima would be to him if Joshua stayed by his side, but seeing how content he was to finally be reunited, Joshua couldn't walk away a second time.
Push
Despite Ultima's efforts to isolate Clive from him, Joshua pushed through altered memories, illusions and nightmares, until he reached his brother.
Look
Every time Clive went out on a mission, Joshua waited on the railing, looking out at the lake, for the boat that would bring his brother back.
Weight
Joshua had always been lightweight, and he never thought much of it since it meant Clive could carry him; now, as an adult, he was surprised to find that this was still true, when Clive lifted him off the ground with impressive ease and a smile on his face.
Spider
Joshua always saw a resemblance between the Undying and spiders: silent and deadly, most operating alone despite the creed that bound them, and constantly working on the extensive web of connections through Storm.
Robe
Joshua was surprised to learn that to perform the ceremony at Phoenix Gate, he would need to wear a special attire, although not that different from his usual clothes: a long, red robe with golden motifs resembling the divine bird.
Umbrella
Once it started to rain, Clive ran towards Joshua, took off his cloak and threw it over him, covering him as much as possible; Joshua tried to share the cloak, but Clive refused, and in the struggle, they both got wet.
Surface
When Joshua was little, he couldn't reach the surface of the kitchen table to steal a couple of sweets before dinner; luckily, Clive was always there to help him.
Idea
After all these years, Clive’s continued determination to be his shield made Joshua equally happy and proud, but his brother’s vehement rejection of the idea that he deserved the same protection was driving him crazy.
Diamond
His mother loved diamonds, and always kept them out of Joshua's reach; when he finally got his hands on one, he had no interest in them anymore, so he sold it to the first merchant he found, to finance his continued travels with Jote.
Blind
During the early years it was hard to understand how uninterested in their lives the undying were, to the point of giving them up for the cause if he required it, but the more years passed, the easier it was to turn a blind eye, because if something had taught him all this time, is that they would not change their ways.
Flow
Joshua remembers being mesmerized by the movement of the water in the stream, so much so that he forgot where he was standing and ended up falling into the very water he was admiring; the next thing he remembers is Clive's worried expression, who ran to help him.
Movement
Every time he passed near the workshop, Joshua could hear all the activity going on down there; Mid was always working on a new project.
More
Joshua had made peace with this outcome, but even now he wished he had had more time.
Honey
Joshua loved to spread honey on his desserts, despite what his mother said.
Weather
Although it was an illusion, the weather in Mysidia reminded Joshua of his childhood days in Rosalith.
Blue
Red was the color of his homeland, but blue was the color that reminded him of home the most, especially whenever he looked into his brother's eyes.
Double
Joshua always loved having a matching ear cuff with Clive, even when he chose not to wear it to protect it; he was overjoyed when they completed his late father's gift, another reminder of their unbreakable bond.
Braid
Joshua's hair was barely long enough for a braid, but the children in the hideaway insisted; as soon as Clive saw them and laughed, he was forced to join in too.
Thread
Forbidden to exercise much as a child and spending most of his time with his mother or her maids, Joshua learned to sew, although only the basics; this came in handy when years later he traveled around the continent with his assistant and had to mend his clothes from time to time.
Angles
No matter how many times Joshua watched Clive fight, he was always speechless; whether it was against beasts or people, it was a delight to watch him, for his brother had years of experience and moved gracefully across the battlefield.
Daydream
Joshua used to dream of a world where he was healthy, where he was neither an heir nor the Phoenix, and where he could spend as much time as he wanted with Clive; and he did so as long as his tutor allowed him, before bringing him back to reality.
Nightmare
What happened at Phoenix Gate haunted him for years; not only the death of his father, but also his mother's betrayal and the disappearance of Clive, which he would only learn about years later.
Honor
Joshua was highly respected by the Undying, for he was their leader and reason to be; what he did not expect was that this treatment would continue in the hideaway, for he was Cid's younger brother.
Palm
Clive's hand felt pleasantly cool against his feverish forehead.
Screen
Joshua asked to be present during the screening process for candidates to participate in the ducal tournament; he always enjoyed watching the shields battle, but above all, he wanted to see and cheer on Clive, even if silently.
Warmth
Thanks to the Phoenix within him, Joshua had always had a comfortable body temperature; this was the first time he felt cold like this, as he transferred the power of the Phoenix to Clive, in the somber place that Origin was.